Trust.
It's the one word that has invaded my thoughts, my readings, my mind over the past month.
When I ask God something, I get one word - trust.
When I tell him my desires, I get one word - trust.
When I'm afraid, I get one word - trust.
So, trust I will. Do I get it? No. Do I need to? No.
I've gone through some Missions Training Devotions over the past couple of weeks in preparation for Swaziland and am getting more and more excited for what God has in store for us during our brief stay in this amazing country. I already feel so connected with the team that I will be going with (who I haven't even met yet) and already feel loved by the Swazi people.
Are there many things I could worry about before I head out on this trip? Absolutely! I could worry about missing flights, diseases, kidnappings, muggings, shark bites (yes, the shark cage diving is booked!), getting lost, losing money.....but am I worried? No. Why? Trust.
Psalm 91 says
"Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. 2 I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust. 3 Surely he will save you from the fowler’s snare and from the deadly pestilence. 4 He will cover you with his feathers, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart. 5 You will not fear the terror of night, nor the arrow that flies by day, 6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness, nor the plague that destroys at midday. 7 A thousand may fall at your side, ten thousand at your right hand, but it will not come near you. 8 You will only observe with your eyes and see the punishment of the wicked. 9 If you say, “The Lord is my refuge,” and you make the Most High your dwelling, 10 no harm will overtake you, no disaster will come near your tent. 11 For he will command his angels concerning you to guard you in all your ways; 12 they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone. 13 You will tread on the lion and the cobra; you will trample the great lion and the serpent.
14 “Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. 15 He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. 16 With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation. ”
How dare I worry with a promise like that. Does it mean it'll all be flawless with no hiccups? No. "In this world you will have trouble, but take heart, I have overcome the world" John 16:33
But....trust. God loves us. He knows the desires of our heart. And he promises to never leave us or forsake us. He's the best travel companion.
So now, as I head out in less than 24 hours, I will trust.
Thank you for joining on this adventure of a lifetime with me.